sooo it rained all day today, which in some ways shows how I view this day.  maybe I wouldn't feel this way about Valentines day if I would have been burned on this day so many times in the past. I've had many people today wish me a happy Valentines day... but I don't know... I just don't think that this day should be any different then any other day. I mean you should let the one you love know how much you care about them every day, not just one day set aside out of the year... I mean well maybe not every day but more than just on Valentines day...

though I must say I had to laugh at dinner tonight cause my dad asked my mom if she got the card she bought for him before last monday... the day he dented the van... and in actuallity she got it yesterday. so that was kinda funny cause my mom was so mad at him last week for putting a dent in the van. my parents gave me a silver heart to hold jewery in its suppose to keep my silver jewery from getting tarnished... which will be good since I mostly wear silver... I'm not really a gold person anymore unless its white gold.

I just need to get through these next two days and then I have 5 days off from student teaching... though thrusday is parent teacher conferences, which will be a long day... but i'm hoping it won't be that bad... but I'm really hoping for some snow days here... we haven't had that many... one snow day! but we've gone in late once too... but I would really like some snow... so God if you are listening to this rant...well I know you are listening but yeah some snow would be nice.... hehe

I miss Clay.. I know I shouldn't but I do... Clay and I have been through so much together... he was there for me for so much... yes its true he has been there for me more then anyone ... Clay and I have known each other for 6 years now.... so there is history there... and we are best friends...  but I should end this now...

and then there is Doug... another friend of mine who has been here for me alot especially recently. he is a great friend and a great guy and I know one day he will make some woman very happy. I know as much as he hopes it's me, it won't be me. I just don't view him in that way. he's a great friend and thats what we will always be, good friends. but a good friend that I love like a brother

currently I'm trying to help my friend Obi with her relationship... it's a rough day...

currently reading: Ritual of Proof by Dara Joy - excellent romance writer!!!

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